Get Ready for this..time to let my feels loose.
I hate/despise all these depression and self hurt blogs. I honestly think 70% of them are just for attention. Listen all you kids make all these sad and depressing blogs for simple things. Oh my Dad or mother died. Now true that is something tragic but death is a part of life. I bet a lot of you have had the same parents , you live in a nice house and have people who love you but you’re so self absorbed in your own pity party you fail to see that. Now allow me to explain why I feel like you need to suck It up.
I was born to drug addict parents, Me and my 3 older sisters where abandoned twice! My mother left us at a McDonalds when I was 3 and promised to come back she never did. She had us steal things she needed. But me? I slept on a pile of dirty clothes covered in cat piss, I had worms as a child. One day my father decided to drop me off at an orphanage in Kentucky, no word ever again. I never heard from either of my parents I was there for a year until I was adopted by my Aunt and Uncle. Things where good until I turned 12. My uncle Raped me every fucking night, beat me and my Aunt almost to death. I still have the words he carved into my skin, a constant reminder of what he did. He stole my ability to have children. I dealt with that for 12 years, I saw my Aunt being killed by him slowly. Took away the medicine she needs to stay alive, I sat by her bedside all summer watching her die and rot away until she couldn’t take the pain anymore. She hung herself in my room…Do any of you know what that’s like? After that I have been moved all from foster to foster.
So let me tell you little fucking kids something. I have never cut a single day in my fucking life. I would never do that to myself. I really wanna know what’s your excuse? Have you been raped and destroyed on the inside as a child? I’m sure there are people who have had the same life as me, I’m positive that there are many. But I’m also positive most of these blogs about this stuff are for attention. I don’t appreciate It either. My friend used to cut and I got her to stop, I love her to death and I don’t like to see ANYONE in that state. I would never want someone to cut themselves, ever. Those who sit there and exploit It piss me the fuck off.
You need to sit the hell back and look at all the good things in your life for once, stop being such a child and acting like your life is the worst. Always remember there are worse things out their. Other people and CHILDREN who have had worse lives starving to death and dying. Yet most of those kids still have that hope. You should really be ashamed of yourself If you post that stuff and It’s not true. There are people who cut It’s very real and emotionally scaring. Stop acting like It’s something to to brag about or be proud of.
Sorry to anyone I offended but these are my feelings on the matter.
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